Wednesday, December 30, 2009

"You're the sky that I fell through..."
oh my god... I miss him a lot. Wanna give him a kiss. :*
lol. I just want to live my life with him.
I want to do everything with him.
Do it with him. ♥ reallyyyyy.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
We were walking by the shore last 19, alone. :)
We sat on the sand and talked for only about 20 minutes.
I'm really happy that I got to be with him alone.
We we're talking about us and laughing. :)
I really love hearing him laugh.
It's because he's not that "so happy" person...
He feels sad about his life and he said that I'm the only person who could make him that happy.
He's a sweet guy. :)
He Respects me and understands me.
Really love his company...
I'll share something to you today dear reader.
You know my guy?
Here's how much we love each other.
Our future's already planned.
our wedding...
our honeymoon...
our kids...
We'll go to Paris on our honeymoon and we'll stay in Ritz Paris hotel.
That's our dream. :)
That's where we'll do it. :)
Really. I wanna do it with him.
The kids would be three. :)
It's fun to plan our future even though it's still a blur.
Wish he's my destiny
I REALLY WISH SOMEONE'S READING THIS
Hi bloggers. :)
First post. First page of my love story.
To give you an update, firs thing you should know is that I'm inlove with this guy and he's inlove with me. Seems so perfect? Not at all. And that's what makes me so miserable...
I'm still not at the right age. We go out alright but not in the way he wants to.
We always go out WITH our friends and not as alone. And that's not he wants an not what I want to. It's only happening because it's a secret. Our love's a secret. Not a secret from friends but a secret from my parents whom I love so much.
But sometimes, I just wanna be with him and only him.
I want to give myself to him so bad. And I want him to be my destiny...
And I'd feel terrible if we are not meant to be.
You know the part where you think it's him but it's really not and you two will have to break up?
I don't want that to happen to us.
I'm so inlove with him.
I wanna kiss him so bad. (Never kissed him...Just in the cheeks)
I wanna love him without limitations.
I wanna do it with him.
Really.
He's my life right now.
And FYI, he's such a good friend. The kindest person I've met in my life.
Has a very good heart and he's so patient... He's hard to get.
And it was a surprise that he fell for me.
I feel so lucky because I thought I was hopeless.
Actually, I was waiting for him to love me for a year.
See how lucky I am.
You there? I really hope someone's reading this you know. :|
Please comment if you are reading this...
Name? Secret. Birthdate? Another secret. In this blog you'll be encountering secret names but luck for you, you'll read all my secrets.